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Name: David of Darkness
Country: United States
State: Indiana
Metro: Bloomington
Gender: Male
Interests: Writing poetry, making sketches, listening to death metal/goth rock/ anything generally depressing, self-mutilation's always good, reading multitudes of sci-fi and fantasy novels, playing Quake III online, and playing bass guitar
Expertise: The ability to confuse anyone with a few simple words....but best of all, I am unnoticable, no one notices me, I'm ok about it though
Occupation: Student
Message: message me
AIM:  FullMetalFlak
Member Since:
8/21/2004
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| Life's just peachy isn't it? I though about how many times I've tried to kill myself in the past couple weeks, and I've found it to be pathetic. I'm not religous, but something keeps trying to keep from doing it, I always get interupted. If you're reading this, don't take it for what you think this is, I'm starting to feel better, so this is more of a cry for help than anything to be concerned about, and don't comment this post if it's gonna try to make me feel better. I'm working on that myself. If you don't know, don't ask, it'll just make you feel worse. I'm going to shut up before I write more stupid shit... | | |
| 'Ello those who actually read this stuff! I went to Rhino's on Saturday, and now my neck feels like rubber (once again). It was fucking awesome, just listening to and headbanging to that kind of stuff. Sentinel and Resurface were amazing. When Sentinel played "The End of Heartache" by Killswitch Engage, I flipped out, moshed and headbanged as much as I could (and sang intermittently). I turned a girl down there, and I feel like an ass, because she's been my friend for a long time...but the only thing I can really do is apologize to her (which I did). I'll never get relationships right.Ever. On a shittier note, I still have to study for a biology test, finish a health project (without a printer no less!), and look for jobs again...*sigh*. I'm reading "What Is Communist Anarchism" and it's an awesome book I checked out online, try reading it if you think you can handle it...it really made me pissed off at our current government. At least I didn't start making molotov cocktails...Wow, this is longer than most stuff that I post, I must be in a good mood...hmmph, I'm done, Ashes to ashes... | | |
| Oi! Today's gotta be one of the most embarassing days of my life...people saw my haircut (hides in corner)! I'm dying it again, but I don't know what color though, any suggestions people? It's strange, more people I didn't know noticed me, while my friends didn't even know who I was...*sigh* I'm tired of school already...
Don't touch me there
Oh I know you're scared
You killed the need in me
Made me unclean -Filthee by Otep | | |
| 'Ello n' stuff. It's been an eterniuty eince I've posted. I guess I'm lazy, or tired of typing. Heh, former not latter. I just recently got a haircut...and I feel naked, and I look like a jock (just slap a G-Unit jersey and I'm white trash!). My parents are finally pissed off with my lack of regular clothes, so they made me the haircut, and said I "shouldn't wear those damn pants." At least they let me get new shorts and Hatebreed shirt...Oh well, I'll get over it. This break was really good regardless, since it was laziest week I've ever had, besides looking for jobs. I just don't want to go back, it's so nice when you aren't obligated or forced to think, it's such a useless, but nice thing... | | |
| Current mood: lazy
You are a spring. You are very mellow most of the
time except for the caffine season (which is
year round) but you are also a very nice
person. When people tick you off though God
better save them. lol You are a fairly
socialable person because people know you won't
get mad too easy or seem to. But you are a very
nice peron over all. ^-^
What Season Best Fits You? (anime pics)
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'ello, it's been a while since I've posted so I thought I might as well, and I wanted to post my quiz result(is it accurate?). LJ gets boring after a while, so that's why. My weekend was pretty good. I was home alone on friday (woohoo!), yesterday Rutis played at Rhino's (we suck and I've never been so down about it), and I might be singing for Vinyl, which rocks. So now I'm just waiting for my throat to stop feeling so much like sandpaper. That's all mates, I might post later. Ashes to ashes...
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